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THE AUTHOR

I write BIPOC characters as leads in my stories and lean into the dark, mixing with monsters that go bump in the night.


Writing was the only way I could purge when spoken word was taken from me. It was the thread that held me onto this life when everything around me told me to disappear completely.


Once I poured from my fingertips onto the page, I finally had a chance to blink, breathe through the constriction of my chest and emerge myself into different realities to escape mine.


Color finally bled back into existence.


Writing in many ways, is why I'm still here.


I am a reader first and foremost, like most of you. The ability to lose yourself in the page. I enjoy a wide variety of books from light and fluffy reads to books that are pitch black and dripping with blood.


I love the unconventional, the ones who are forgotten, the underdogs and the ones that seemed never destined for anything but were chosen. My characters are amazingly flawed, reflect the ugliness of what's out there as well as the possibility of finding the sliver of light in a world eclipse by the dark. And many of my stories, though some are grim and lost in their own mental strongholds, show us that even amongst what feels like the void, there's still hope left if chosen.

 

Art as a form of escape.

Art as a form of communication.

Art as a form of coping.

The power of words.


And now, it's my turn to breathe words into life.

THE PERSON BEHIND THE PAGE

I was born in a refugee camp when my family finally made it to freedom from autogenocide and labor camps.


I am a wife to a wonderful husband, mother to two amazing munchkins (one on the spectrum), and a doggy momma. I’m an Occupational Therapist by profession, now a SAHM and author who still slips in time to homeschool.


Though the written word had kept me alive in many ways, the only one who gave me back to myself and purpose was Jesus Christ.


I don't think of myself as "religious" person. But I know the rock and foundation of truth I stand on.


I want to make it clear that I do NOT condone any of the darker themes or actions portrayed in my writing—fiction is fiction. I intentionally avoid giving too many redeemable qualities to the villains in my stories because I often explore the more shadowed sides of human nature.


Because I’ve experienced things that many people haven’t, I’ve learned how to safely navigate these darker emotional landscapes without losing myself—through my own journey in self healing. Writing has become a way for me to process and understand those experiences. Through my storytelling, I aim to create a controlled space where readers can explore those darker themes—safely, and at their own pace (with the option of closing the book, and not proceeding if they so choose)


We all heal from past hurts in different ways. Writing has been a powerful outlet for me—a way to process, reflect, and ultimately find some peace. My hope is that through sharing these stories, someone out there might find a sense of healing too, just as I did while writing them.

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Stitched - Sneak Peek
Author's Insiders Note This story began as an invitation, almost a dare. A fellow author approached me with the idea of mashing classic monsters with space, and I didn’t hesitate. Some ideas don’t knock, they recognize you. While she told me which m...
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On Fire & Silence
The new year didn’t arrive gently. It came with reflection pressed against my throat—asking me to look at how far I’ve traveled, and how much of myself I misplaced along the way. It asked uncomfortable questions. It lingered in places I thought I ha...
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To Capture a Star
Author's Insider Note When I first came across this cover, something in me went still. I didn’t know the story yet—only that I needed it close, needed to understand why it felt like it was already mine. Circumstances gave me the chance to bring it t...
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Between Gravy and Grace
This time of year carries memories, but not the kind wrapped in bows or rehearsed nostalgia. They come quietly. They rise with steam from the stove, with the slow hum of the oven, with the sound of weather reports stretching across state lines, anno...
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From Wildflowers to Ashes and Back Again
This authoring journey has been a wild, beautiful, painful ride. In the beginning, it burst out of me with raw excitement and eager abandon. Stories bloomed like wildflowers—untamed, unruly, unrestricted. I wrote the stories I had searched for and n...
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Maeonia Snippet
Author's Insider Note When I first felt the pull toward Greek mythology, there was never any question of where I would begin. Medusa came first—she always does. But as the story unfurled, it stopped being something I was creating and became somethi...
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Fallen: Darkness Ascending Anthology
Sleep becomes invasion—I dream of corridors carved from flesh and stone, of red marble halls breathing slowly, like lungs. My own name etched into the walls in every language and burned. I try to run but I always end up in the same place. He’s there...
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Grab These Other Monsters!
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A Note From the Author
This season, my heart feels heavy in the best way — full, brimming, alive. To those who read, whisper, and breathe life into my worlds… thank you. You’ve stood beside me through the chaos and the quiet, through every rewrite, every shadowed dream. Y...
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Happy Release Day to the authors of Under the Ocean's Thrall!
HAPPY RELEASE DAY!! Start reading į“œÉ“į“…į“‡Ź€ į“›Źœį“‡ į“į“„į“‡į“€É“ā€™źœ± į“›ŹœŹ€į“€ŹŸŹŸ today: https://mybook.to/Hydro2 š‡š”šŒš€šš’! Brace yourselves for a galaxy unlike any other—where oceans reign, and sentient sea creatures, seductive merfolk, and irresistible tentacle monsters a...
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šŸ–¤ Obsessed for the Holidays INSTAGRAM Giveaway šŸ–¤
We’re kicking off the holiday season with some of your favorite dark romance authors! Join us and @AlaskaAngelini /A.A.Dark as we celebrate the release of her new forbidden dark romance Only Everything, plus the anniversary of Unbeara...
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NEW BOOK TOUR OPPORTUNITY!
Calling all bookish content creators, readers, and reviewers who love diving into dark, strange, and emotional stories. Under the Ocean’s Thrall is ready to pull you into the deep. Here’s what you’ll get when you join: 1. a free ebook ARC copy via...
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A Free Nightmare
An Offering for the Devoted. The jagged peaks of Grandfather Mountain in North Carolina hides a secret… Something ancient. Something waiting. For those who crave stories steeped in hunger and ruin, a new short tale has been unearthed—free for those ...
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PR Bookbox Winners!
Congratulations on winning our upcoming PR Book Box for Under the Ocean’s Thrall: A Hydroverse Anthology! Instagram Winners: @tigerlylli @bookgirly_xo @unscripted119 @alexis_fazioo @amandaksbookishworld Winners will be contacted directly by me to ...
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šŸŽ INSTAGRAM BOOK BOX GIVEAWAY! šŸŽ
To celebrate the upcoming release of š™š™£š™™š™šš™§ š™©š™š™š š™Šš™˜š™šš™–š™£ā€™š™Ø š™š™š™§š™–š™”š™”, we’re giving away bookish boxes full of oceanic goodies! Think monsters, merfolk, and maybe a little madness There are 5 available Bookboxes. Want to win? Head on over to my Instagram p...
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Mascot Reveal
We Did It! The Hydroverse Awakens… Thanks to YOU, we’ve hit our first preorder goal—so it’s time to unveil the official mascot of Under the Ocean’s Thrall: A Hydroverse Anthology! (art by Albert Wijaya) Meet your new favorite sci fi creature: A wat...
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The Hunger of Thieves Snippet
Author's Insider Note This pairing... it arrived unbidden. I never planned them, not truly. One moment, silence—and the next, a flood. A plague-slicked backdrop, lovers estranged by time, bound by something older than memory. I didn’t create them. T...
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A Quickie Snippet for Spooky Season
Lena, The Midnight Widow ā€œAre you hiding a demonic pet down there or are you just happy to see me?ā€ I breathed. The body beneath me was cooling, helping to relieve the flames that were growing within me with every caress from Belraxas. When his claw...
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Cineres Stellae Snippet
Author's Insiders Note I’ve always had a soft spot for the cruel ones—the lovers who don’t play fair, the men who wield their intelligence like a blade and don’t hesitate to cut a little deep to get what they want. It’s not just the allure of a ā€œbad...
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Mistranslations & Monstrous Attractions Snippet
Author's Insider's Note There’s something delicious about a grump—stoic, storm-eyed, sharp-tongued—especially when that grump becomes undone by light and its complete opposite. I have such a soft spot for the kind of man whose silence says everythin...
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Cineres Stellae Snippet
Author’s Insider Note I do love crafting a villain that makes you squirm a little—makes you question where your sympathies really lie. This was the first time I played with weaving toxic gaslighting into someone's core personality. He’s cruel. He’s ...
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Wildest Beauty hardbacks!
Wildest Beauty hardbacks are finally here! Available in very limited quantities. Each copy will be personally signed and shipped by me. Product Page: https://authorydlamar.com/b/kKGrV Item Details Hardback Matte Cover with foiling Ribbon bookmark Sp...
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Cover Reveal for Mistranslations & Monstrous Attractions!
Snippet of my story, Mistranslations & Monstrous Attractions: Without hesitation, Zydrax turned, claws extending with a horrible crack. In one fluid motion, he slashed the eel’s throat-sac open, spun, and crushed its skull with the back of a ten...
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PR Book Box Winners!
Congratulations on winning our upcoming PR Book Box for the Fallen Anthology! šŸŽ‰ Instagram Winners: @thebookishmisfit @babydoll0215 @finalgirlcultbookclub @m3reads Tiktok Winner: margret.ann.author Winners will be contacted directly by me to collec...
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ARC DROP INCOMING!
If you’re part of my Master ARC Team, check your inbox now—the exclusive ARC for Fallen: Darkness Ascending has landed. This horror anthology isn’t here to play. It’s dripping with dread, haunted by fallen angels, and stitched together with stories...
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