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From the Trenches

A Love Letter to the Creatives Trying to Stay Human


There comes a time when you have to stop scrolling, stop reacting, stop pointing—

and really look around.

Is it the environment that’s turned toxic?

Or is it the people operating inside of it?

Bookworld has made me sit with that question longer than I wanted to.

Because lately it feels like everything is being revealed.

Veils lifting.

Secrets crawling out of shadows.

Truths we whispered about years ago now printed in headlines.

And when the world starts cracking open like that, it does something to your nervous system.

You start looking for something to blame.

Something solid.

Something you can hold responsible so the chaos feels measurable.

You look for relief.

You look for distraction.

You look for fiction deep enough to drown out reality.


But here’s the hard truth from the trenches:

This world doesn’t disappear just because we close our eyes.

You can bury yourself in stories.

You can curate your feed.

You can dip your toes into conversations without diving in.

But it’s still here.

And the truth?

It’s all of our first time living this life.

No one has mastered “existing during unprecedented global unraveling.”

No one was trained for stacked crises.

No one was given a manual for navigating corruption, revelation, grief, and art all at once.

Some of us have been watching with a macro lens for years, decades.


We saw patterns.

We warned people.

We were called dramatic. Paranoid. Crazy.

Until the “crazy” started compiling into documents.

Into lists.

Into evidence.

And suddenly the silence got loud.


But we’re creatives, right?

Our circles revolve around books.

Storytelling.

Entertainment.

Escapism.

We like to believe we’re adjacent to the storm, not inside it.

But here’s the thing about being an artist:

Sensitivity isn’t optional.

It’s the tool.

We feel more because we have to.

We observe deeper because we must.

We metabolize emotion so we can translate it.

And lately it feels like spinning plates just to remain sane enough to brush your teeth, answer emails, write a paragraph, post a review.


For some, it’s too much.

So they retreat.

They close their eyes.

Mute the noise.

Shut their ears.

Because control—even artificial, digital control—feels safer than overwhelm.

And I get that.

There is no shame in protecting your mind.

But hear me when I say this:


Hope is still alive.

And hope doesn’t start “out there.”

It starts with us.

Yes, awareness matters.

Yes, truth matters.

Yes, calling things what they are matters.

But so does speaking life.

There is power in the tongue.

Power in the narrative.

Power in what we amplify.


We have the skill set to turn anguish into art.

To turn confusion into clarity.

To turn despair into a lighthouse.


Our storytelling matters.

Our paint brushes matter.

Our digital pens matter.

We can encourage change.


But more importantly, we can encourage healing.


And healing is not passive.

Healing is rebellion against a system that profits off division.

Because if we’re being honest, what I’ve observed in book spaces lately is an increase in separation.

Corners being chosen.

Pedestals being built.

Boots pressing on necks in comment sections.

Tables forming.

Circles tightening.

Digital voids carved out for “us” versus “them.”


Division from within is how darkness wins.

Not by force.

But by fracture.


And with everything being revealed lately, it’s clear this isn’t petty.

It’s not just discourse.

It’s bigger than fandom.

Bigger than algorithms.


It feels like good versus evil.

Humanity versus something that forgot what humanity is.


Do I have the answers?

No.

None of us do.

But I know this: anger alone won’t save us.


I’ve lived through my own horrors.

And when certain files surfaced...

they didn’t just inform me, they unleashed memories.

Tangled ones.

Personal ones.


And I had a choice.

Stay in rage.

Or lean into healing.

Rage feels powerful.

Healing feels slower.

But healing is what creates ripple effects that last.


So from the trenches, let me encourage you:

You are not weak for feeling overwhelmed.

You are not naïve for wanting hope.

You are not foolish for believing art can shift culture.


We are living through exposure season.

And exposure is messy before it becomes cleansing.

Create anyway.

Love anyway.

Write anyway.

Speak truth—but lace it with life.


Because if creatives surrender to bitterness, who will remind the world what beauty looks like?

If storytellers stop telling redemptive arcs, who will model restoration?

If artists give up on healing, who will paint the blueprint for it?

We don’t have to ignore reality.

But we also don’t have to let it hollow us out.


This is our first time here.

Every single one of us.


And maybe the win isn’t having perfect answers.

Maybe the win is choosing not to let the darkness reshape our hearts.

Hope is not denial.

It’s defiance.


And from one creative in the trenches to another—

Keep your heart soft.

Keep your eyes open.

And keep creating something worth clinging to.


-YD